We were sitting together on my couch days after her double mastectomy. The soft afternoon light spilling across the room. She looked at me with kindness— and confusion. “How are you feeling?” I ask. My voice is calm. Even. She doesn’t answer. Instead, she looks around the room slowly, deliberately— as if she has never been here before. As if none of it is familiar. There is no recognition in her eyes. Just searching. I reach for her hand. Her left hand. I take it gently